Operating class

Its just in! I have a B in my Heavy Equipment Operating class! I am so happy!, I was hoping I got a B and not C and now I am waiting on three other classes.

Last day of actual school

It is finally the last day of a real school day then its finals. I am almost finished i can't believe it. Hopefully today an operating day goes well.

Psalms 23:4

"Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me."
When I was younger my parents would have my sister and I memorize verses and this one has helped me in times when I had great fear. I also think of this verse when I am trying to climb mountains that I feel I may never over come. School is coming to an end in seven days and I am about to reach the top of mountain that I thought I would never reach the top and I can not wait until it is over.

Past memories have been taking over my mind the last few days building up to today. My mother would have been sixty-seven today if she was still with us. I hope she would be proud of me and how my life has turned out so far, I know she is watching from above and with me all the time but I miss her so much.

golden fields

As I was driving home today I looked out over a field of oats and grass and saw the wind blowing it sideways then back again. I could see the different shades of the greens and browns in the grass and it took me to a place that my mind goes to relax where I am walking through a field and there is no evil and no snakes. I see my self in shorts, a tang top, hair down and barefooted. I feel happy as I walk through a field of tall golden grass, as I look about I see cows grazing on hills afar. Their is a light breeze and I can feel it through my fingers as the tall oats brush my hand as i stroll up a small slope.I reach the top and a big smile forms on my face as I see my friends and family living and lost ahead sitting at picnic tables eating freshly cooked chicken,home grown corn on the cob and other mountains of foods. They are all happy and there is no pain or suffering.
Thinking of this place brings tears to my eyes because I miss all of them so much.

May 1st!!!

Yay today is May 1st, I am so happy. I counted out how many actual school days are left and their are fourteen days left!!! Then I have fifteen days left of work, I can't believe it is getting so close!!!! Hope everyone has a fantastic day today!!!! :)

Getting anxious

I didn't sleep to well last night I tossed and turned and kept wondering when morning was going to come. My mind was turned off, but my excitement has been put underneath a blanket to keep away the anxiety and stress that will come with it.Last night that excitement couldn't be contained any longer because tomorrow is May 1st and I will have twenty-three more days left of school. I have this excitement that I have not had since I graduated high school! These last eight months while I have been in school has allowed me to find bits and pieces of my self that I didn't know existed. I believe that God has helped me tremendously through it all and I am much a obliged to him for it all.I know that I have a few more weeks left but I am so happy that I am once again about to graduate school!